Just last month, I had my first experience, and I'm wondering if it's okay for someone like me, who's still inexperienced, to appear in an adult video? Since my first sexual encounter, I've become quite sexually awakened... I've always had a strong libido, and I started masturbating around the time I was in the upper grades of elementary school. I didn't realize it was called masturbation, but I would touch myself in bed and it felt so good that I ended up doing it almost every day. In high school, seeking more stimulation, I bought a vibrator at a Don Quijote store, and since then, I've tried masturbating with various things like vibrators, electric massagers, and even sausages. I'm really a pervert, aren't I? I'm so perverted that I'm even embarrassed about it myself. I was so absorbed in masturbation that I had no interest in men at all. I thought it was better to change toys daily for my masturbation sessions rather than letting someone see me naked. That was me until last month, when my boyfriend came over and forced himself on me. I was surprised! It felt incredibly good. I thought, "Is this how loud I get when a man touches my breasts?" Even though I initially resisted, before I knew it, I was the one taking control, and I couldn't stop. I guess I had a lot of potential for being erotic. He was completely captivated by me, and a few days later, he was gone. But I thought, maybe I should explore more pleasurable sex.
